c'mon its time to wake up ♥

Dear blog,
i guess it is time to wake up and face the real world.
i am aware what's going on with me ..
but i chose the wrong way to overcome it ..
i was afraid to accept the fact, or had already accepted the fact but held on tight to it and didn't want to let go ..

it is tough, asking yourself to accept some things or let go of the things that affected you so much ..
seriously, these need time to heal .. *mending process*

so .. i told myself that enough is enough ..
i cant go on making myself and the love ones around me sad anymore ..
i cant bear the fact that i am the cause of their unhappiness .. i rather DIE x_x
there's one principle in my life .. that is .. MAKE OTHERS HAPPY ♥ =)

oh yeah~ back to the point .. sooooo .. yeah ..
i decided to stop being such a coward ..
c'mon i'm ALREADY 16 .. i'm mature enough to think ! ;)
FYI,
you cant make the whole world happy Trina .. at least you tried making them happy ..
remember that life is a story .. and you have no right to write their story .. it is their right to end their story with a happy ending or a sad ending ..

note to self :

you've done what you can do, good job [:







wishing everyone to be happy always.
remember, we've only ONE life in this world.
cherish it and make it worth living.
♥ y'all