Daddy, you're the hero of my life

Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to daddy, happy birthday to you ♥

Its My dad's birthday, so i decided to compose a song just for him as a gift from me to him.

Love him a a lot ! :D

Enjoy.

                               

Daddy, You're the hero of my life.

There’s this guy in my heart is my superhero,

He is the one, who taught me how to fly from point zero,

I love this guy from my heart to the moon because,

Daddy you’re the hero of my life.

Yup that’s my daddy, the big guy in front the TV.

He’s the answer to all of our misery,

From cockroaches to cooking us Maggie mee,

Daddy you’re the hero of my life.

When I’d lost my way,

And things had turned to grey,

All I feel inside is me fading away,

That’s the time you came,

With words of wisdom in the way,

There’s when I call out and say.

♥

Hear Our Cry.

In the night we cry out for help, we cry out for mercy.
In the night we cry out, while everyone is sleeping there is when we're weeping,
In the night we cry out in pain and in suffering,
Lord i pray that You will come and set us free.

From above You see the aches, the pain, the suffering, brokenhearted.
From above You see the cries, the tears, the torturing, disappointment.
So Lord come down from heaven and heal our broken hearts,
We long for your touch once again.
Pour Your precious blood and keep us safe in Your arms,
We pray.

Lord, i can't fight alone, i need you.

You are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.

1 John 4:4

You're not alone, you never was.

Have you ever felt that even though there are people around you but you feel so lonely inside ?

Have you ever felt the feeling of missing someone so much, knowing that you can't be in contact with them,  enduring the pain and the loneliness in you till you do not know what to do but to just bear with it?

I do, and each time i feel all alone or i miss someone so much that i couldn't bear, there is when i look towards the sky. Cause i know that there is a God who is always there, never once forsaken me. I may feel lonely but i know for sure that i am never once alone. 

You understand, O Lord ;

remember me and care for me.

Jeremiah 15:15

♥

A day out!

My friends and i decided to go for a shop, just to walk around, so we ended up in Time Square :)

Harsha, Dorcas, Me :)

Outfit of the day

Top: Shirt shop

Bottom: Pants shop

Shoe: Shoe shop

HAHA~ okay, cut the crap.
I wanted to buy a bag but my friends were right, my bag is still usable and there is no need to waste unnecessary in replacing it with a new one. Well, friends do give good advises sometimes :D So in the end i bought a skirt and a blouse. 


Here are we in Auntie Anne's .. 

CINNAMON ♥ Love it love it

So basically that was our day out :) and OH! wanna say thanks to the driver who drove us there and his gf :)

#light-bulb *winks*

RBB for dinner!

Well, HELLO! 

Finally i decided to walk out of my condo and eat some real food. I wanted to try The Amazing "Burger Bakar" (which is just located opposite my condo) but i was lazy to cross the road and wait in the loooooooooooong queue so i went to the NEW STALL just right in front of my condo. Which is ..

DANG DANG DANG DANG !

The place wasn't that pack, compare to the one opposite my place. So yeah, i was looking at the menu and guess what ?

I SPOTTED!

THIS!

Yeah, Valentine's.

Since i was eating alone and wanted a companion, instead of calling one, i ate one :) LOL!

I "tapao" the burger cause its kinda weird eating alone and in addition to it, there wasn't place for me to sit.

Say HI to Valentine's :) *YUMS*
Well, it taste quite nice and its very filling. Should come drop by and have a bite. Its in Wangsa Maju. Google and you'll find your way here :)

I covered my face cause i look like some hungry PIG eating .. LaughOutLOUD~

The burger is like HUGE and you gotta open your mouth as HUGE as you can to eat it.

* Imagine that*

:)

Signing off~ oink oink ^00^ ♥

Epic Fail

Definition of the word "lazy" =  Unwilling to work or use energy

Today, being the lazy me, i did not want to walk down for food so i decided to cook. Well, it is not like what you think it is, i cooked Instant Porridge ( My mum bought it for me for fun ).

FYI, I do not know how to cook. Cooking and me are not best friend, we are NONO friends. The only thing i know is instant cooking,. Well, it is easy, you just have to follow the steps :D *EASY* ( I seriously need to go for cooking lessons )

How To Prepare :

1. Empty MAGGI Rice Porridge into a saucepan

2. Add 600ml of water. Stir well, cover saucepan and bring to boil.

3. Reduce heat to low, partially open lid and simmer for 10 minutes, stirring occasionally.

HAHA! WHY DID I EVEN BLOG IT OUT ? It is behind every packet .. LOL LOL LOL LOL 

Okay, back to the food. It taste .... ugh~ i cannot tell how it taste like, you have to try it on your own :P Nice or not i still have to eat in order to SURVIVE D: 

To cut the story short, home cooked food is still the best la. There is nothing in my porridge :'( like seriously nothing! Thank God i can taste chicken in it. DUH~ HELLO? It is a chicken flavor porridge. 

Well, moral story of the day,

APPRECIATE HOME COOKED FOOD ♥

Help me click me nuffnang. KThxBye ♥

A Man's Cry

Only brave real man cries. 

Seeing a man cry breaks my heart into pieces, especially to the one who i love most. To me, it is like a feeling of failure in protecting the person you love. Most of the time, guys are the one who make sure there won't be a tear shed by the girls, they may be tough in the outside, appearing that they are strong enough but actually within them, they are as weak, as broken, as a girl. 

A man's cry shakes the world, it is not because they are feminine or they are weak, it is just because it is too much to bear. Men often hide emotions, making sure women are able depend on them, making sure that  women have a dry shoulder to rest on and many more. They are good actors, for the one they love most, they are able to make you laugh while they themselves are tearing apart inside. 

Either men or women, every tears is not a sign of weakness but a sign of staying strong for too long. 

Dear You, 

Each tears you shed does not mean you are a weak person, does not mean you are a very sensitive or an emotional person. Each tears of yours have a story to tell and that story will eventually make you stronger. There is a quote saying "There will be a rainbow after the rain". Lightning might strike and hurt you, tears might pour as how the Rain falls; Thunder might tremble till you could not stand on your feet, Floods might drown you. One thing you have to realized is, there will always be a Rainbow reminding you that everything had ended and it is over.

From Me.

Sing your last lullaby and i will kiss you goodbye; You had given me the happiest memories of life and my love towards you will always be displayed as a smile  ♥

Always be loving you.

College :)

I had started college for a month, and each time i meet my friends, relatives and church members, the first question they will ask is : How's College ? And i will be like ... : " OkOk la ~ " But actually the answer is .. " DYING " [ =-= ]

Well, college is fun, I guess? I suppose? I think so? I don't know? LOL Still new la 

If you get rid of the assignment part, i think college is awesome :D

You get to meet lots of people, People who have the same interest as you do. 

Studying in college is really, very, seriously different from high school. Not to say about the uniform part :) You can wear WHATEVER YOU WANT, but maybe not in TARC la, kinda restricted :(

Its kind of a culture shock (still experiencing it now), everything is so new, especially the assignments you got to do. We did ask our lecturer about Modal Answers so we could at least refer and this is what the lecturer said : YOU ARE THE MODAL ANSWER , and we were like : OHHHH, CRAP~ 

No doubt its a tough journey, but it is the process which values most :)

One thing which motivates me is My Seniors.

They are the ones who i look up to :) Since they are able to survive why can't i ? *winks~

Well, i count myself fortunate cause i have seniors whom i can count on and i will try my best not to let them down ! ♥

College Life ? Its not that bad afterall :)

Seeking The Impossible

I fell, i hurt myself, i stood up, i fell again, this time my wound gets more severe than the previous one, but i stood up again, then i fell for the 3rd time, my wound gets even worse, but i stood up, and again it happened, i never gave up, i tried standing up again and again. It hurts tremendously, i was in real pain, but i know that there is someone out there who never did give up on me, therefore i shall not give up on myself. I know that one day, i will be able to stand, strong enough to walk without falling. And i know that when that day comes, my wound, my hurts, my misery will slowly fade off, for healing is near. There will be scars, there will surely be scars, but those scars are not to make me look ugly, but to remind me that i never gave up believing.

When muscles tear, they grow stronger. But when feelings get hurt, they leave a scar forever.

Promises We Made

We tend to make lots of promises and never really think of what happens next after that.

Do we hold on ? Do we break off ?

This is a song which i had composed during the month of March, I had composed a few songs actually, but this is one song that i wanna share, i named it after a promise i made. Its called "Once hold, Never let go". This is my first time recording, it may not sound as nice compare to the other vids i see online, i may sound horrible too :P The only equipment i had was just a camera, sad uh? But well, just to give it a try :)



Lyrics:

They played us our song, the reason why i stood long,
Memories of us flow, while my tears start to pour,
Knowing that there won't be any chance to grow old,
With the one i love most, whom i won't let go.

Life between us is a story full of ups and downs,
But till the end i'll say.

Don't ever let me go, hold me on,
In our promises, once hold never let go,
Forever hold my hand, hug me tight,
As long as you're with me, once hold never let go.

Broken heart broken dreams, on this old crooked road,
A journey into the pits, that we both had rode,
Lightning strikes earthquake hits, but my love stayed strong,
From the day we first meet, writing you a love song.

Life between us is a story full of ups and downs,
But till the end i'll say.

Don't ever let me go, hold me on,
In our promises, once hold never let go,
Forever hold my hand, hug me tight,
As long as you're with me, once hold never let go.

Lil Patrick (red toy dog) tole me, that he misses you so,
I gave a smile and a kiss, said i feel the same too,
Then pulled a picture of us, holding hands filled with love,
Lil tears gently flow, while i said i love you so.

I miss you, baby, i miss you so ..