Seeking The Impossible

I fell, i hurt myself, i stood up, i fell again, this time my wound gets more severe than the previous one, but i stood up again, then i fell for the 3rd time, my wound gets even worse, but i stood up, and again it happened, i never gave up, i tried standing up again and again. It hurts tremendously, i was in real pain, but i know that there is someone out there who never did give up on me, therefore i shall not give up on myself. I know that one day, i will be able to stand, strong enough to walk without falling. And i know that when that day comes, my wound, my hurts, my misery will slowly fade off, for healing is near. There will be scars, there will surely be scars, but those scars are not to make me look ugly, but to remind me that i never gave up believing.

When muscles tear, they grow stronger. But when feelings get hurt, they leave a scar forever.

Promises We Made

We tend to make lots of promises and never really think of what happens next after that.

Do we hold on ? Do we break off ?

This is a song which i had composed during the month of March, I had composed a few songs actually, but this is one song that i wanna share, i named it after a promise i made. Its called "Once hold, Never let go". This is my first time recording, it may not sound as nice compare to the other vids i see online, i may sound horrible too :P The only equipment i had was just a camera, sad uh? But well, just to give it a try :)



Lyrics:

They played us our song, the reason why i stood long,
Memories of us flow, while my tears start to pour,
Knowing that there won't be any chance to grow old,
With the one i love most, whom i won't let go.

Life between us is a story full of ups and downs,
But till the end i'll say.

Don't ever let me go, hold me on,
In our promises, once hold never let go,
Forever hold my hand, hug me tight,
As long as you're with me, once hold never let go.

Broken heart broken dreams, on this old crooked road,
A journey into the pits, that we both had rode,
Lightning strikes earthquake hits, but my love stayed strong,
From the day we first meet, writing you a love song.

Life between us is a story full of ups and downs,
But till the end i'll say.

Don't ever let me go, hold me on,
In our promises, once hold never let go,
Forever hold my hand, hug me tight,
As long as you're with me, once hold never let go.

Lil Patrick (red toy dog) tole me, that he misses you so,
I gave a smile and a kiss, said i feel the same too,
Then pulled a picture of us, holding hands filled with love,
Lil tears gently flow, while i said i love you so.

I miss you, baby, i miss you so ..

Say hello then byebye.

HI! *winks*
SPM is in weeks time ! Can't wait !

27, 26, 25, 24, 23, 22, 21, 20, 19, 18, 17, 16, 15, 14, 13, 12, 11, 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2 ..
SPM ?

OK .. after counting like that it really freaks me out D:
Well, with tears or with fears,
with smiles or with crocodiles ?
(LOL, sorry can't find a word which rhymes with smile)
we still have to face SPM :)

ACCEPT THE FACT THAT WE HAVE NO MORE TIME PEOPLE!!
SO have fun guys!
*evil laughs*

Got this recently ♥
say it together, 1 2 3 : awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ~~
love it love it .. so gonna get more of it (;

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Living in denial

Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care, Don't wanna know, Don't wanna care.

How ironic life is.
The truth will set you free but the truth is the one which hurts you most.

Life is difficult to live sometimes

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This is what i am feeling right now ;(

My results are killing me, i thought i did my best, is this what i should get?