Beautiful lies ..

Elisa wrote a song and er .. i was told to compose a melody out of it ..
it's kinda tough .. cause my melody dont really sound right .. like usual T^T
Here is the lyrics (i sort of change a lil) :

Do you remember few months ago,
we were so sweet and true,
the perfect couple i've ever known

Do you know that i always thought you were the best,
every time when i look into your eyes

Do you remember that i said i LOVE you,
but now i'm left behind, abandon, alone

You said that you love me,
you said that i'm everything
but do you mean it ?

I love the way you called me
I love the way you speak to me
But i realize it was just a dream that does not exist
I love the way you hold me
I love the way you kiss me
But i realize it was just a prince in that dream

Things change when she appears,
and i was lost in your eyes

You left me without explanation
like a stupid creation, all alone in this world

Every time when i close my eyes,
i can feel sadness stirring inside,
I should have told myself to be wise,
so i would not be caught in those BEAUTIFUL LIES


I love the way you called me
I love the way you speak to me
But i realize it was just a dream that does not exist
I love the way you hold me
I love the way you kiss me
But i realize it was just a prince in that dream

making history ♥

26/9/10 a very memorable day :D

For the 1st time in my life i helped in the kitchen. ^^
my dad cooked spaghetti for lunch ..
and guess what i did to help meringankan beban bapa i ??
i helped cutting the sausages XDXDXD
funny .. but it was fun ..
gotta curi makan a few ><"

weee~♥


mummy said that sunday will be our family "experiment day" :D
hmmmm.. not bad..
something new..
interesting ;) *winks*

A lil girl ..

In a dark quiet room, while everyone is fast asleep,
A lil girl cries out, for she has lost her way,
Loneliness accompanies her for there's no one else except an aching heart.

In a still night,
when the moon is glowing and the stars are shinning,
A lil girl lies on her bed, tears flowing, while no one's listening,
For everyone's sleeping, while some are dreaming.

In the middle of the night,
A lil girl kneeling and keep on praying,
hoping one that things might change and what she did will not put to vain.

some lil hope will do

BUCKLE up!
its gonna be a tough ride down the road~

if there's a lil hope between us, i'll catch hold of it and never let go.
for there is a saying " if there is a will there is always a way "
love is a choice and i choose to love you .. so please dont go ._.
i've lose you alot of times and i dont wanna lose you again. sigh~
am i being selfish ? can anyone tell me ? isnt love selfish ?
is it worth giving up now ?

i LOVE you, but do you ?



Dear Brain,
sorry for overloading you with thoughts of him
Dear Tummy,
sorry for all the butterflies
Dear Pillow,
sorry for all the tears
Dear Heart,
sorry for all the damage