in time like these ..

in time like these .. i need you more than anything else ..


every time when there is a problem
we tend to try to solve it in a different way
or maybe i don't get you, you don't get me
why is it so hard to overcome a problem together?

there was once a girl,
she loves to help, loves to make other people happy, loves to see a smile on other people's face.
but there's one thing deep in her, deep down where people hardly know it ..
she don't know how to comfort people, don't know how to make people happy

don't you think that its kinda weird ?
a person who loves to make people happy but doesn't know how ..
hmmm.. i feel that its kinda weird .. O_O
so ..
no matter how hard she try, how hard she think ..
she just can't figure out HOW ..
she nearly gave up but for the sake of her love ones ..
she did not give up.

time pass, things change, but the question still linger in her mind .. HOW?
till now she can't find the answer..
she dare not share, she dare not tell, so she kept it to herself ..


hmmm..
what happen to her next ?
no sure about that ..
since then i never heard of her again ..
sooooooooo ..

THE END

shadow

never be dependent to anyone in this world
cause even your shadow leaves you
when you're in the dark

but there's someone you can be dependent on
GOD
for He will never leave nor forsake you

unpredictable ..

after a while,
you'll learn the difference between
holding hands and falling in love

you begin to learn that kisses
don't always mean something

promises can be broken
just as quick as they are made

and sometimes good byes
really are forever.

sometimes i really feel that there's something pulling us A-P-A-R-T.
i'm really afraid that a day will come where i've gotta say goodbye to you.
but no matter what our ending is
a happy one or a sad one
i wanna thank you for coming into my life ♥


before i close .. i wanna say that ..

i LOVE you

i really do ♥

back to the past .

if there's a way to go back to the past.
things might not be the same.

how i wish that time machines really do exists.

i'm sorry for what i've done ..

i'm sorry for what i've said ..

i'm sorry for everything ..

S O R R Y
a word that i've repeated too often.

... sorry

comparision.

DON'T COMPARE
YOUR LIFE TO
OTHERS. YOU HAVE
NO IDEA WHAT THEIR
JOURNEY IS ALL
ABOUT.

I LOVE THIS STATEMENT!!

It is true you know ?
we shouldn't compare our lives with others ..

people come from
different part of the world,
different lifestyle,
different up bringing,
different culture,
different family backgrounds ..












she's pretty, she's hawt, she's smart, she's gorgeous, she's fun, she's kind, she's attractive ..
i just admire her sooooooooooooooooo ..
but deep down in my heart, i know that
i'll never be the 'she' , but only be 'me'
so what for trying to be another person ?
everyone's special .. ♥

reminder ♥

a reminder that reminds me of you ^^♥

thank eu :D

silence ♥

... there was not even a sound =(

Down the lonely lane ..

life can be very lonely if there is no friends, no families and no God.

A story of a girl ...

There was once a girl who have friends and family members around her, but still, she felt very lonely inside ..
She hid all the sad feelings and problems within her, cause she thinks that nobody really understands her and no one is able to help her ..
This when on for years, she hardly share her problems with anyone ..
Sometimes she does, but not in detail ..
She held on to all the problems, won't stop thinking of it, tried to overcome it by herself and nothing worked ..
In order to hide all those, she smile and say that everything will be okay, knowing that nothing will be okay ..
She said that just to comfort herself and to soothe the pain only for that very moment ..
Other than that, she also felt that nobody cares or loves her ..
yeah~ she may have a loving parent, huge family, many friends .. but still .. she don't feel cared, don't feel loved ..


Then one day,
She met someone .. a friend .. a mysterious friend ..
It was that particular friend who made her feel that all these while there are people who cares for her, there are people who loves her and that she was never alone ..
The only thing she had to do was just to change her mind set ..

After getting to know that mysterious friend ..
Things changed and of course she changed .. she became more mature .. she started to think of things differently ..
And of course, in times of trial, she had someone to turn to ..
She found a person who really did fully understands her ..
And from that day on .. she was no longer lonely again .. ♥